Years and years went by.....
I never heard a word. Of course I thought of them and of the way
I had to leave from time to time, but it always brought back the hurt,
so I would push it away. Yes, the truth does come out, sometimes.
In 1992 when I was back in Michigan to bury my daughter, I needed to find
Chele.
I knew she'd gotten married, but could not remember to whom or what her
new last name was. I didn't have the guts to go the the Lincoln's
home, although I sat on the beach across the lake from their home and stared
at it for a long, long time. Remembering us girls swiming across
the lake, remembering Sue cooking for us all, remembering Bruce working
on his planes.
I HAD to talk to him to find Chele, but I was scared to face him.
I didn't have the desire or energy to defend myself or to get a tongue
lashing from him. The next day I went to his Law Office. I
asked the receptionist if she knew how or where I could find Chele.
She asked who I was, I told her, she said she'd be right back. She
returned from the back saying that Bruce wanted to talk to me, and told
me where to go.
Aww geez... I was in for it now..... He promptly apologized and said
that he knew now that is wasn't me, and that he was sorry. I wanted
to just wrap my arms around him and cry I was so happy to hear that he
knew. But I was in too fragile of condition to add any more emotion.
But the important thing was... he knew the truth.
Thank you Bruce. |