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the hell.... why not?! I keep the records for myself and gotta have a place
to store 'em and reference 'em...
Self discovery is a life long process for every person who chooses to do
more than merely exist. Re-discovery can be long and arduous, painful and
rewarding. IMHO - it is your duty to know yourself - before anyone else
can. In essence, this is a record / a report of my findings.
Here to serve me and cater only to my needs. Putting it out for the
world to view keeps me honest to my content, holding myself accountable.
And may give someone else what they need to embark on their own journey.
Q: Where it will end?
A: Only time will tell.
Q: Where it will go?
A: Only tomorrow knows.
Q: Interesting to others?
A: I don't care.
Q: How long it will last?
A: Till I'm done.
O-yeah! I ask myself, "Why am I doing
this?" "Is this serving a purpose?" "What's the payoff?"
Why I do whatever
I do with whichever site I'm working on (there are several) depends
on what I am needing that day. That's one reason I have several
sites.... needs change and not all of them require major servicing, some
simply require attention for an hour, or an afternoon. Possibly why
my sites take me SOOOooo long for me to complete; or are never complete....
because that need may demand all my attention, my obsession if you will,
for a week, or a weekend, then it may not require attention for several
months.
Purpose? An outlet for
some creativity? Needing a feeling of completing something.
Sheer boredom. It all depends..... for the most part.... having somethign
to distract me physically (keep my hands busy) while I think things through
(other, real life things). I think, plan, rethink, and replan....
I also use my own sites to practice and develope my design abilities and
where I try new things. If you don't use it, you lose it.
Payoff? Fulfilling
my own needs, as necessary, for the time being.... and having a nice little
record to look back on and measure my own growth against.
Use your head. Think for yourself.
Read between the lines. Take it for face value. Respect the messages.
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